On the closing of the Chelsea Kitchen

 

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They are closing The Chelsea Kitchen.

 For us West Londoners it is the end of an era.

My parents met there, in their heyday.

 Wellington is depressed, mournful even

“It’s exactly what it says on the tin”

he whimpers,

 the feather shoulders

of his coat with the military buttons

quivering as though he might

actually cry.

 I ask him, “What was your favourite dish?”

He replies “toast with cherry jam.”

I say “name your most memorable conversation here.”

He says “the Japanese boy

who told me of

white candelabras of blossom

and snowy peaks.”

 Then he actually does cry.

 We are sitting at the sepia counter,

drinking builders tea.

Wellington fiddles

with a pregnant ketchup squeeze-pot.

“Ex’s taken it worse than me” he says.

 Ex is short for Excalibur- he’s

Wellington’s dog. We move

to sit in every booth in

commemoration, Wellington

serious-faced, sinking

into the damp sog of the leather,

his tattooed forearms

face up on the sticky tabletops.

 We talk about his latest find at Bonhams;

a glass case of tropical birds, yellow

red and electric blue, he says,

“plumage is important to me”

he says, as if in defence.

 “What’s your favourite place to sit?”

I ask. “The window”

is the immediate reply. Then “indirectly”.

 Pause.

 “I like to watch people

in the wing-mirrors

of parked cars”, he says,

“that moped, see? ….She’s lost,

probably looking for a class”.

“The kaballah bracelet” he adds,

“is all the rage”.

 I see what he means,

idly thinking of the end of eras

and what it means for us;

Wellington, Excalibur

and me. Opposite

the light is splintered

through the prongs of a bicycle wheel,

forces Wellington into his shades.

 I realize he is talking about

the Montagues and the Capulets

in some reference to rivalry between

origins and new money. In the sky

the flight-paths of planes leave

white X’s as the evening fades

and outside chairs are stacked

in high piles.

 As he leaves, Wellington

runs his hands over the wooden

panelling and takes a sugar sprinkler

as a memento. Excalibur puts his tail

between his legs, follows to heel.

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Jacaranda Gasps

Published by Sarasvati Magazine (Issue 9)

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He writes of equatorial stormy weather,

of the rains in Eden, bruising the dust,

the jacaranda blooming intense displays over rust,

of the alcoholic thread weaving the days together,

of her five-lobed flower in purple-blue tiers

over the apple green roof, her slender seeds curling

below trumpet-shaped petals, and jasmine unfurling,

so sad and foreign at home over innumerable years

reaching for Kilimanjaro, of light fragrance and dusty stars

trembling over the dripping veranda’s discs of puddles,

their pinprick deaths shivering across centuries past,

of the scents of burning incense and cigars,

of fallen fruit sweetening the air and the bird-song muddled

with the sound of long-awaited rainfall and our jacaranda’s little gasps.